Sometimes we can get complacent, even though we know success is coming, even when we believe in the change we see happening before our very eyes, but I heard an inner voice tell me to push, and to prepare for what’s coming. Sometimes our visions overwhelm us, sometimes it could be more than we bargained for, but don’t dwell on it, just push. Sometimes we get discouraged because of lil setbacks, but don’t let it distract you, don’t let it get you down, just push, and prepare. It’s like you’re in labour, and you’re giving birth to your dreams, ideas, and visions, but don’t stop pushing, don’t stop dreaming, don’t stop working, push!!! You’re already pregnant; you can’t look back now, the baby is coming, push. You nurtured the vision with your life, wrote it down with your time, planned step by step action with your thoughts, so now it’s time to push, the vision’s coming to pass, everything you dreamed, prayed and asked for…just push!!!!
Conversations with God~
“There will always be obstacles to overcome in life; hurdles to our success, I pray that You give me the wisdom to prioritize, and the strength to choose me, choose my purpose, choose my path.”
Do you still think Jesus is going to magically appear from the sky? Get over it. He died, and so will we. He rose from the dead, and so will we. Stop looking for a way out, love your life, get passionate about your purpose, and if it’s still unknown, seek God, and try asking Him what He created you to do.
If you’re not a religious person and you don’t believe in God, that’s fine too, look within yourself; find what makes you happy, and what makes you feel alive. You know that feeling we sometimes get when we’re doing something we love, and think to ourselves “damn, I should be getting paid for this”, or that moment when that light bulb thought hits you, “this is what I’m supposed to be doing; this is who I was born to be”…yeah that stuff, those feelings. Listen to that; find your authentic self- find your purpose.
Stop believing lies, and in this ideological myth, that Jesus is going to magically appear from the sky to save us. Or better yet in some ‘prince charming’ who’s going to come marry us off, and waltz us away to a miraculous throne of wealth and happiness. Find your purpose, find your passion and pursue it. We all want to go to ‘heaven’ but none of us want to taste death. We all believe in Jesus, but we only follow the things that are convenient. We all want someone to come save us, but how about saving ourselves.
Conversations with Alicia Calderon~
When we pray, who listens, who hears? When we commune with our hearts, who understands? When we pray to our Father in secret, whose secret is it? The only other being hearing, the only other being listening…is me. Prayer is not to validate Gods existence; it’s to validate our own.
Psalms of Alicia Calderon~
IF YOU WANT TO BE TRUSTED
IF YOU WANT TO BE HONEST
IF YOU WANT TO BE TRUE
I smile when I should frown, frown when I should smile, I’m a walking contradiction.
I laugh when I should cry, cry when I should laugh, I’m a walking contradiction.
I fear when I feel safe, feel safe when I should fear, I’m always in contradiction.
Pain for pleasure, happy when sad, love instead of hate…why am I always in contradiction?
Was HARMED instead of PROTECTED, PREYED upon when I was SIX, felt DEFILED when I should’ve felt PURE, and GUILT instead of INNOCENCE, what a walking contradiction…I was molested, abused, and rapped; ASHAMED in place of CONFIDENCE, all makes sense now, why ‘I’m a walking contradiction’.
Conversations with Myself~