Sometimes we can get complacent, even though we know success is coming, even when we believe in the change we see happening before our very eyes, but I heard an inner voice tell me to push, and to prepare for what’s coming. Sometimes our visions overwhelm us, sometimes it could be more than we bargained for, but don’t dwell on it, just push. Sometimes we get discouraged because of lil setbacks, but don’t let it distract you, don’t let it get you down, just push, and prepare. It’s like you’re in labour, and you’re giving birth to your dreams, ideas, and visions, but don’t stop pushing, don’t stop dreaming, don’t stop working, push!!! You’re already pregnant; you can’t look back now, the baby is coming, push. You nurtured the vision with your life, wrote it down with your time, planned step by step action with your thoughts, so now it’s time to push, the vision’s coming to pass, everything you dreamed, prayed and asked for…just push!!!!
Conversations with God~
“We are not all meant to be the same, act the same, think the same, or believe the same things, the faster we can accept this in love and unity, the better off humanity will be”
“There will always be obstacles to overcome in life; hurdles to our success, I pray that You give me the wisdom to prioritize, and the strength to choose me, choose my purpose, choose my path.”
Is your pum pum for sale? I don’t know about you, but mine is. How much you ask? Keep your cash, keep your gifts, and pay for it with love, pay for it with commitment! No money, no shoes, no purses, no hairdos, just pure good old fashion love and commitment.
No more giving it up for material gains, selfish desires, self-gratification, all in the name of sexual ecstasy. No more. No more depleting our emotional banks, and running up the mileage, while running on empty, void of love and of commitment. No more.
Is it really worth it anyway, the lies, the lonely nights, and the pain? The lies we tell ourselves to justify our actions. The loneliness we feel even when he’s right there. The pain of the realization that this is it; this is all I deserve, and this is all that I’m worth…this right here, right now, is the rest of my life. Is it worth it?
So I ask myself is my pum pum on sale, and my answer is yes, on sale to the highest bidder, on sale for the suitor who is willing to pay the price. It’s expensive, I know, it’s hard work, I understand, but if you want it, if you desire it, you have to give, give of yourself, give of your emotions, and give from your spiritual bank. Give me what I need, and I will give you what you need, and trust me it will be worth it, it will be all worth the investment of love.
Do you still think Jesus is going to magically appear from the sky? Get over it. He died, and so will we. He rose from the dead, and so will we. Stop looking for a way out, love your life, get passionate about your purpose, and if it’s still unknown, seek God, and try asking Him what He created you to do.
If you’re not a religious person and you don’t believe in God, that’s fine too, look within yourself; find what makes you happy, and what makes you feel alive. You know that feeling we sometimes get when we’re doing something we love, and think to ourselves “damn, I should be getting paid for this”, or that moment when that light bulb thought hits you, “this is what I’m supposed to be doing; this is who I was born to be”…yeah that stuff, those feelings. Listen to that; find your authentic self- find your purpose.
Stop believing lies, and in this ideological myth, that Jesus is going to magically appear from the sky to save us. Or better yet in some ‘prince charming’ who’s going to come marry us off, and waltz us away to a miraculous throne of wealth and happiness. Find your purpose, find your passion and pursue it. We all want to go to ‘heaven’ but none of us want to taste death. We all believe in Jesus, but we only follow the things that are convenient. We all want someone to come save us, but how about saving ourselves.
Conversations with Alicia Calderon~
When we pray, who listens, who hears? When we commune with our hearts, who understands? When we pray to our Father in secret, whose secret is it? The only other being hearing, the only other being listening…is me. Prayer is not to validate Gods existence; it’s to validate our own.